Clay feels like my parents.



Clay has thoughts about me and but also supervises my working speed.



We dance together and also heal each other through a painful, miserable process.



Clay remembers every gesture of my body.



Clay requires patience.



Clay requires you to have to listen to the material as also a metaphor to let go.



I feel my family inspires me a lot and to have a strong connection with family. I enjoy the loving, caring part of family, but it also it comes with the conflict between personal space and the idea of a whole.



I still remember an idea in my junior high school social science book, it says “the smallest unit in a society is family”. I was wondering why I still remember that while I’m not interested in social science at all, but it tells me how the idea of family is so embedded in my life.





@tao.ellie